Engelbert E Mbog-Hob

West Point, 2004

Be Thou At Peace

Posted by Andrea c. on November 27, 2007:

Hey love, sorry i haven't been this year have had some rough patches but God has been faithful and my strong hold so i am surviving. i wanted to visit on your birthday but couldn't bring myself to do it. God i miss you, i keep thinking about how life would have been different if you were still here. got some e-mail from your foster sister and her mum they were very supportive and sent me e-mails i replied some and after awhile i just didn't write anymore i guess i thought if i stopped e-mailing them i'd forget the pain but it hasn't worked out that way either. everytime i think of you i've got a smile on my face cos i know its what you'd have wanted cos you smiled alot and loved me smiling, but today all i can do is cry i can barely see what i am typing i need to talk with you, need you to hold me and not let go, i'd share whatever life span i have left with you just to have the life we wanted to share together. its christmas soon and this year i would have bought you a jumper and a nice frame for one of those pictures you want on your table. know that you will always be a part of me my angel and i'll always love you always.

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